Wednesday, May 29, 2013

442

Sup friends!  By request of my lovely hubs I got back in action today with my abs challenge but I eased back into it and instead of doing 300 reps I did 150.

Tuesday, May 28, 2013

Monday, May 20, 2013

Sunday, May 19, 2013

whirlwind weekend

Yikes!  It's so late, but I didn't want to go a 2nd day without posting.

Friday, May 17, 2013

Thursday, May 16, 2013

Wednesday, May 15, 2013

300.30.5

Today I am blogging from the floor in my living room on my iPad.

Monday, May 13, 2013

Doc Visit & 300.30.4

Today I went to see Dr. Lubliner, a highly regarded and respected Orthopedist here in NYC.  

300.30.3

Whoa.  Wasn't sure I was going to make it through but i totally did.

Sunday, May 12, 2013

Friday, May 10, 2013

Sunday, May 5, 2013

Wednesday, May 1, 2013

5.1.13

That I am in a rut is sort of an understatement. I cannot seem to kick it. I worked out today. Did the Insanity Fit Test. I have my self lots of room to do what ever my body said was ok. I didn't care if I did 40 of something or 4. I did we'll. I sat out the suicide jumps (standing straight up and down, jump back into plank, jump back to full standing, repeat) because I felt light headed. Regardless of any of that what I learned was that I probably won't be able to do Insanity again. I don't think my quads and knee will allow it. That's a real fumbling bummer. I was looking forward to doing it again because of the drastic effect it had on my body when I did it the first time.

I still don't feel better yet. My knee still hurts on the inside and I don't know if it is always going to be like this now, but that really is what it feels like. I feel defeated. I feel like I should just be able to jump back into things and that really isn't the case.

I'm so incredibly thrilled that I passed the 50 lb weight loss mark but I cannot say that it made a big impact. I kind of Sony feel like I earned it. You know? I didn't actively work towards it. I just kinda didn't gain weight for a little while. I really don't know any more. My attitude about any of this stuff is just shit lately. I think I'm still living inside of a big thwarted expectation. Where I would be/should be now if I hadn't gotten hurt.

It's weird to me that the normal I want to get back to is the one where working out between 3 and 6 days a week was the norm. I'm lucky if I squeak out one lately. Not for lack of encouragement. There is just something that is missing for me.

Yesterday I got a Jawbone UP from work. It's like the nike fuel band but it tracks more stuff. I'm going to try it out for the next few days and if I hate it I'll bring it back.

Shout out to Mo! It's her birthday today. Love you lady.

xoxo